Last year around Halloween, I was invited to participate in a carnival for Tuesday’s Child, an organization that helps children with the AIDS virus. I was asked to attend because I’m on a television show; I went because I care. I don't think that most of the kids recognize me as a celebrity. They just thought of me as a big kid who came to play with them for the day. I think I liked it better that way. 

    At the carnival they had all kinds of booths. I was drawn to one in particular because of all the children that had gathered there. At this booth, anyone who wanted to could paint a square. Later that square was going to be sewn together with the others, to make a quilt. The quilt would be presented to a man who had dedicated his life to this organization and would soon be retiring. 

    They gave everyone fabric paints in bright, beautiful colors and asked the kids to paint something that would make the quilt beautiful. As I looked around at all the squares, I saw pink hearts and bright blue clouds, beautiful orange sunrises and green and purple flowers. The pictures were all bright, positive and uplifting. All except for one. 

    The boy sitting next to me was painting a heart, but it was dark, empty, lifeless. It lacked the bright, vibrant colors that his fellow artists had used. 

    At first I thought maybe he took the only paint that was left and it just happened to be dark. But when I asked him about it, he said his heart was that color because his own heart felt dark. I asked him why and he told me that he was very sick. Not only was he very sick, but his mom was very sick also. He said that his sickness was not ever going to get better and neither was his mom's. He looked straight into my eyes and said, “There is nothing anyone can do that will help.” 

    I told him I was sorry that he was sick and I could certainly understand why he was so sad. I could even understand why he had made his heart a dark color. But...I told him that it isn't true that there is nothing anyone can do to help. Other people may not be able to make him or his mom better...but we can do things like give bear hugs, which in my experience can really help when you are feeling sad. I told him that if he would like, I would be happy to give him one so he could see what I meant. He instantly crawled into my lap and I thought my own heart would burst with the love I felt for this sweet little boy. 

    He sat there for a long time and when he had had enough, he jumped down to finish his coloring. I asked him if he felt any better and he said that he did, but he was still sick and nothing would change that. I told him I understood. I walked away feeling sad, but recommitted to this cause. I would do whatever I could to help. 

    As the day was coming to an end and I was getting ready to head home, I felt a tug on my jacket. I turned around and standing there with a smile on his face was the little boy. He said, “My heart is changing colors. It is getting brighter...I think those bear hugs really do work.” 

    On my way home I felt my own heart and realized it, too, had changed to a brighter color.

去年大約在萬(wàn)圣節(jié)前夕，我應(yīng)邀參加了一個(gè)由“TUESDAY'S CHILD”主辦的嘉年華，該組織旨在幫助那些感染了艾滋病的兒童。我之所以受邀是因?yàn)槲沂且粋�(gè)電視節(jié)目的主持人；我之所以參加是因?yàn)槲乙埠荜P(guān)注他們。我想絕大多數(shù)孩子并不會(huì)把我當(dāng)作一位名人。他們只會(huì)把我當(dāng)作一個(gè)在這里陪他們玩的大孩子而已。我想我更喜歡這樣。

    在嘉年華上，孩子們有各種各樣的棚。我看到所有孩子都聚在一個(gè)棚子下面，我也被他們吸引了過(guò)去。在棚下，大家都想畫(huà)一個(gè)棉桃。一會(huì)后，棉桃彼此錯(cuò)綜在一起，做成了一個(gè)被子，這個(gè)被子將被送給將其一生奉獻(xiàn)給這個(gè)組織的人，他不久將會(huì)退休。

    他們把鮮艷的、色彩各異的顏料發(fā)給每個(gè)孩子，讓孩子在這個(gè)被子上畫(huà)點(diǎn)什么東西把它弄好看。我在場(chǎng)地轉(zhuǎn)悠，看到他們畫(huà)的有紅色的心，湛藍(lán)色的云彩，橘黃色的日出，翠綠的綠葉和紫羅蘭色的花朵。所有的圖案都是那么明亮，樂(lè)觀和向上�？芍挥幸环�例外。

    坐在我的旁邊的那個(gè)男孩，正在畫(huà)一個(gè)心形，可這個(gè)心卻是暗淡的，空蕩蕩的，死氣沉沉的。它沒(méi)有他的“大作家”伙伴們所畫(huà)的那樣色彩明亮，富有活力。

    起初，我還認(rèn)為是他碰巧畫(huà)了這么一副色調(diào)暗淡的圖畫(huà)，但當(dāng)我問(wèn)他時(shí)，他說(shuō)他的心就是這種顏色的，因?yàn)樗�感到生活的灰暗。�?dāng)我問(wèn)他為什么時(shí)，他說(shuō)他的身體有病，而且他媽媽病情也很重。他注視著我的雙眼說(shuō)：“對(duì)于這樣的情況，誰(shuí)也無(wú)能為力。”

    我對(duì)他說(shuō)聽(tīng)到他生病的情況我也很難過(guò)。我非常理解他的悲傷，甚至都能明白他為什么把心繪成灰色的原因。但是……我告訴他不是“誰(shuí)都無(wú)能為力”了。其他人可能不能讓他和他媽媽的身體好一點(diǎn)，但我們可以做一些自己力所能及的事情，比如一個(gè)溫暖的擁抱，特別是當(dāng)他們感到悲傷時(shí)，一個(gè)擁抱能起意想不到的作用。我告訴他如果他愿意的話，我會(huì)很高興擁抱他一下的，讓他明白我的用心。他立即跳到我的腿上。此刻，就是這個(gè)可愛(ài)男孩，使我感覺(jué)心里已經(jīng)充滿了愛(ài)。

    他在我腿上待了好久，坐到心滿意足后，才跳下去完成自己的涂色工作。我問(wèn)他是否感覺(jué)舒服多了，他說(shuō)是的，可自己的病還是沒(méi)有好，一切都無(wú)法改變。我對(duì)他說(shuō)我知道。我離開(kāi)時(shí)心情很悲傷，但我會(huì)再為這件事做些努力的，盡自己的一切力量幫助他。

    天快黑時(shí)，我正準(zhǔn)備回家。這時(shí)，我感到有人在拽我的夾克衫，我回頭一望，原來(lái)是他，站在那里，稚嫩的臉蛋上掛著燦爛的微笑。他說(shuō)：“我心里的顏色在變，它將變得越來(lái)越亮……我想那溫暖的擁抱真的有用。” 

    回家的路上，我觸摸著我的心臟，意識(shí)到它的顏色也變得越來(lái)越亮了。